Thu Apr 19, 2018 10:29 pm
#1605925
Yeah. Been here a while, and deliberately not been on the GA part of the forum for a long time.
My passion for all things aviation related goes way back to my early years.
My Dad was in the RAF, a "snowdrop" assigned to Bomber Command from the late 50s through to the late 60s.
He saw "hot" service in Aden, was also in Libya pre-Gadaffi (got a medal for shooting a donkey). He also had the misfortune to recover what was left of British service personnel kidnapped and "greasy polled", served in Cyprus, did the transfer of nuclear malarkey from France to Belgium when De Gaulle pulled out of NATO, was on site when a British nuclear-capable ballistic missile misfired in middle England (try finding that one in any records..I did search, records do exist, but by god hard to find) and many more 50s to 60s RAF stories.
I knew it was unlikely I'd be a military pilot, as I had asthma as a young kid. I always hoped I'd "grown out of it", as was the common assumption in the early 70s. I didn't, and I also ended up wearing glasses (not bad, but enough to not pass military medical).
So, I did what many of my generation did..flight sim and when money came along, real flying.
I was so glad to meet (ex) forumites from here, meant a huge amount to me as a "tyro".
Thing is, it's been a couple of years since I was last in the air, and even then it was a 3-axis microthingy. Not a bad plane, incredibly light on the controls.
As I came into land, I realised I'd never take any of my kids up in an aircraft where I was PIC. I always thought I'd "get over" the fear of taking my kids up in a plane, but I haven't.
I'm sh.. scared of having one of my kids in an a/c where I'm flying.
It's so bad that the missus (not exactly the most pushy type) has been going mental that I've given up my passion for flying.
I dunno what to do though. The oldest is 9. He is a very intelligent kid, but a right pain in the chuff. The youngest is 4. In theory, I should have more time to re-discover my "hobbies".
I hate that I've now turned into the typical bloke who learned to fly, got married, had kids and gave up flying. I swore to myself I'd never be "that guy"...but I am.
Part of the problem is that the missus has a lot of health issues. Nothing major major, but enough to impede a care-free "every weekend away flying" mentality.
It doesn't help that my next door neighbour is a competition glider pilot.
They have a camper van, his other half and kid take it for granted that time is spent away in their VW.
My passion for all things aviation related goes way back to my early years.
My Dad was in the RAF, a "snowdrop" assigned to Bomber Command from the late 50s through to the late 60s.
He saw "hot" service in Aden, was also in Libya pre-Gadaffi (got a medal for shooting a donkey). He also had the misfortune to recover what was left of British service personnel kidnapped and "greasy polled", served in Cyprus, did the transfer of nuclear malarkey from France to Belgium when De Gaulle pulled out of NATO, was on site when a British nuclear-capable ballistic missile misfired in middle England (try finding that one in any records..I did search, records do exist, but by god hard to find) and many more 50s to 60s RAF stories.
I knew it was unlikely I'd be a military pilot, as I had asthma as a young kid. I always hoped I'd "grown out of it", as was the common assumption in the early 70s. I didn't, and I also ended up wearing glasses (not bad, but enough to not pass military medical).
So, I did what many of my generation did..flight sim and when money came along, real flying.
I was so glad to meet (ex) forumites from here, meant a huge amount to me as a "tyro".
Thing is, it's been a couple of years since I was last in the air, and even then it was a 3-axis microthingy. Not a bad plane, incredibly light on the controls.
As I came into land, I realised I'd never take any of my kids up in an aircraft where I was PIC. I always thought I'd "get over" the fear of taking my kids up in a plane, but I haven't.
I'm sh.. scared of having one of my kids in an a/c where I'm flying.
It's so bad that the missus (not exactly the most pushy type) has been going mental that I've given up my passion for flying.
I dunno what to do though. The oldest is 9. He is a very intelligent kid, but a right pain in the chuff. The youngest is 4. In theory, I should have more time to re-discover my "hobbies".
I hate that I've now turned into the typical bloke who learned to fly, got married, had kids and gave up flying. I swore to myself I'd never be "that guy"...but I am.
Part of the problem is that the missus has a lot of health issues. Nothing major major, but enough to impede a care-free "every weekend away flying" mentality.
It doesn't help that my next door neighbour is a competition glider pilot.
They have a camper van, his other half and kid take it for granted that time is spent away in their VW.